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"SHE'S"
I am often caught in my own imaginary world
Often misunderstood as ignorant and cold
Come deep into my beautiful and creative world
Allow yourself to get mesmerized into it
Read into my thoughts and experience my soul
Listen with patience and you shall find joy with me
Understand me with love so that u may receive true love
I am who i am and i will always be
How i appear to be, i may not be
How i want to be, i may not become
But who i am deep inside me, i am indeed
Love me with thy heart so that i will be loved
3:10 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Ahh...after so long time of holiday, feel bored liao...now its lk 3:03am and im not slping ....i feel i crazy...i need to do something tiring in the morning and afternoon....so i will feel tired in the nite...@_@ And i feel so relaxed and i am enjoying my time of wasting time...haha cos i get to do wad i wish to do without thinking abt work...and i get to choose and enjoy creating fun tings....lk recently i've jus redecorated my bible haha so fun.......Here some pic of it...
Hmm....ya..i guess the reason why im bored is that all my frens not free...ping,schling so busy...juan2 she working and cannot go out happy w me, watch movie...sigh...than dennis in china...boring lai...than i miss the time i always hang out w juan2...i guess mayb wen we grow up,we will b busy with our career...well..i miss the time wen we go out watch movie..at woodlands...and take the couple seat..so shiock..and wen we go out shopping, swimming...wa laoz...why mus we grow up...sick...i wish we dun grow up...we will still b in high sch...and enjoying the innocence..well i guess i cant bear to face up to the reality of that we all grow up and will tend to drift away from some aquainted fren...or classsmates..and get to spent lesser time w close frens and family..well well well...time to face up to it..time to accept it...Recently, i learnt that, unless we learn to FACE UP to reality and ACCEPT wad we need to do and wad problems we have, we will be able to handle it better...be able to be less upset with it and complain lesser..
You know, the ting about having long holiday for me is, that i get to do alot o thinking and getting in touch with myself...get to listen to my own heart cry..that is good for me...i guess there is so much ting i wanna do..but than i jus cant rmb wad...and even if i wanna go out ah...no one company me...haha...all so busy...its always that Lasalle start holiday earlier than polys....zzz...anyw..we grow up real fast....3 yrs past jus lk that...my time in Lasalle have been a challanging and yet a proud to be in it time...it's always been my pride to be schling in lasalle..bcos i get to be different and learn designing...and get to discover tings i've nv knew...we all grow up so fast that we are starting our own future and career...juan2,working...dennis,china training for work....sister,GC training for fulltime in campus crusade for christ...sigh...soon it will be me...out from sch...in 6mths time...i wonder wad would i do...would i survive...?? hard hard....hmmm... u know the process of looking for a place in the reality job...its hard to find a place for ourselves..sometimes i think, wad would i be in 10 years time...i wonder...
But than....finally i felt...there would always be uncertainty..so...who would know my future best? of cos...there would b only one...that would be God...and so, hereby, i would wanna commit my future in his hand...trusting that he would and he will pave a way for me...His ways are higher than my way...His will, will always be perfect....Therefore i would like to end here with a verse...that is:
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything in prayer and petitions, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4: 6-7
Hmm....ya..i guess the reason why im bored is that all my frens not free...ping,schling so busy...juan2 she working and cannot go out happy w me, watch movie...sigh...than dennis in china...boring lai...than i miss the time i always hang out w juan2...i guess mayb wen we grow up,we will b busy with our career...well..i miss the time wen we go out watch movie..at woodlands...and take the couple seat..so shiock..and wen we go out shopping, swimming...wa laoz...why mus we grow up...sick...i wish we dun grow up...we will still b in high sch...and enjoying the innocence..well i guess i cant bear to face up to the reality of that we all grow up and will tend to drift away from some aquainted fren...or classsmates..and get to spent lesser time w close frens and family..well well well...time to face up to it..time to accept it...Recently, i learnt that, unless we learn to FACE UP to reality and ACCEPT wad we need to do and wad problems we have, we will be able to handle it better...be able to be less upset with it and complain lesser..