SHE

"SHE'S"

I am often caught in my own imaginary world
Often misunderstood as ignorant and cold
Come deep into my beautiful and creative world
Allow yourself to get mesmerized into it
Read into my thoughts and experience my soul
Listen with patience and you shall find joy with me
Understand me with love so that u may receive true love
I am who i am and i will always be
How i appear to be, i may not be
How i want to be, i may not become
But who i am deep inside me, i am indeed
Love me with thy heart so that i will be loved

12:31 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Ahhhh.....finally the Sem has ended..finally got time to write blog...heez...no guilt..la la...im kinda happy u know cos i am able to do wad i wanna do wen i wish to do wen im doin my wk...feels so GREAT! haha.....i praise God for carrying me thru tis few mths of trials and tough times....times which is so hard for me to go thru...which i struggled to get ideas and inspiration...times which i struggle with sch system and lect....he sent people to help me... which i finally realiesed who is a real fren to me...in my times of difficulties...they go thru it with me....I realli give glory to God for he is always there to look after me...sometimes wen he see me feeling hopeless and lost...when i do not know how to handle situations...he sent people, my frens to console and listen and help me out in actions...i have a deep gratitude towards God in heaven for his love for me...even tho sometimes it seems not visible..that God is actually loving me by providing for me...that we tend to think its chance,luck,coincidence,or look into ourself that we have good frens bcos we are good..we deserve it...but fact and truth indepth, its the grace of God that has been tagging along with my disobedience and me...Grace being with me doesnt allows me to keep on being who i am...but it taught me to live life daily as careful as possible....His providence for me shows me how much he actualli knows abt me and love me...in such a big world..with millions and millions of people here....im nothing...but yet, he sees me as someone that he wish to love, to care, to give, to look after for...he is the only one that treasure me and knows my ideas,my thoughts,my struggles and my inner most hurt...who can compare with him...In life, we take tings for granted...the hse we live, the clothes that we buy with our money, the environment we are in....we dun bother to ask why am i here? who allows me to be here...? Since wen do i deserve to get a cloth to be wrapped ard my body...we all thinks that its normal u see...but the TRUTH is that...WE dun...we are here..for a reason...a reason that everyone is looking for....looking for a purpose to motivate us to live..to be deserved...a reason to be love...to be HERE....Why am i even here for??

Because Jesus Died for U and Me............