SHE

"SHE'S"

I am often caught in my own imaginary world
Often misunderstood as ignorant and cold
Come deep into my beautiful and creative world
Allow yourself to get mesmerized into it
Read into my thoughts and experience my soul
Listen with patience and you shall find joy with me
Understand me with love so that u may receive true love
I am who i am and i will always be
How i appear to be, i may not be
How i want to be, i may not become
But who i am deep inside me, i am indeed
Love me with thy heart so that i will be loved

2:16 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Tis morning i fought a fierce battle...without any medication jus depending on my immune system..and i won!!! muahahahah!!! let me tell u wad happened...
I woke up tis morning feeling sick and weak...my bones are sore, my throat is scratching and rough, with a bad headache and my body feels hot...! sigh...a bad sign..and jus nice i felt lk peeing..so i went to toilet..but i cannot walk well..so i jus step by step slowly bring myself to e toilet...so sucky..than i went back to slp...actualli supposedly meeting lect henry for show him my ideas, but i was too sick, i decided to pray and ask God to heal me...so, i wen to rest....and i slpt alll the way till 4pm...and i woke up a couple o times..and in the end managed to fight it...i woke up and i sat on the chair in my kitchen..trying to psycho myself to feel better..wanted to take panadol, but it didnt say " gentle on stomach" so i didnt take...i went to had milo...and bread w peanut butter...than took panadol after that...it took me a long process to get those stuff down...it was torture to me...haha! didnt have anyone at home to make me porriage...so i had simple food...after awhile i need to meet ping...so i went to bath...i felt my body was very hot...after i showered i felt totally great..haha...like recovered person..than i went out and i felt heathy..and good...better than the sick person lying on the bed all day...
i felt so proud of myself that im able to fight this virus inside of me..within half a day..i guess it was determination...and i praise God for healing me and answering my prayer..I guess God wanted me to rest and i enjoyed the afternoon resting in bed...Thank God...