SHE

"SHE'S"

I am often caught in my own imaginary world
Often misunderstood as ignorant and cold
Come deep into my beautiful and creative world
Allow yourself to get mesmerized into it
Read into my thoughts and experience my soul
Listen with patience and you shall find joy with me
Understand me with love so that u may receive true love
I am who i am and i will always be
How i appear to be, i may not be
How i want to be, i may not become
But who i am deep inside me, i am indeed
Love me with thy heart so that i will be loved

2:16 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Yesterday,
during bible study,
i learn about 'God the Holy Spirit'.
And that he is God himself and God's gift to us.
He is all knowing, everywhere, always with us,
and he indwells in us, guides us, leads us,
speak to us, convict us, prays for us.
I praise God for the Holy spirit that he
has given me to listen to me, comfort me,
and be here with me.

Today, i was quite irritated by a childish act
of someone. And it bugs me for awhile.
But i was reminded to cast my difficult
emotions and feeling to God.
So i shared my irritation with
Holy Spirit and surprisingly,
i felt better...
I can sense that he is here with me,
he understands me and hears me.
He comforts me and tell me that it's ok,
everything is alright.
I felt peace because i feel that he is
here with me and will always be with me.

Even tho I'm still bit irritated but that childish act,
but, I'm am learning to cast all
my unpleasant emotion to God.
to dwell on good & nice things,
not things that will not edify myself.
Think about happier things.
Regarding the person that does the
childish thing, i guess that's not
my business to deal with.
Even tho it may hurts and
it may feel frustrating to feel bugged
by that act, but i belief that
i'm going to be ok now.
It's God's problem now to deal with the person.
And I'm sure God will deal with it.

So God,
i Commit them all to you
even tho it hurts,
because i belief that you heals.